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to run and never stop
running until i get away
from my life......
to take out the knife and
cut until the pain runs
away....
to reach for the bottle and
drink until i can't feel
anything anymore...
to cry an ocean of tears
until there aren't any left....
to have a pill to take that
would make me stop
hurting inside....
to be held safe in
someone's arms and know
they are someone i can
trust...
to be love and to know
that it's safe to give love in
return...
to stop eating and not start
again until i was skinny as a
rake....
to hear some say 'yes, i
know exactly what you are
going through' and
to know they are talking to
ME....
to wake up one morning
and just be like everyone
else...
or to just not wake up one
morning at all....
running until i get away
from my life......
to take out the knife and
cut until the pain runs
away....
to reach for the bottle and
drink until i can't feel
anything anymore...
to cry an ocean of tears
until there aren't any left....
to have a pill to take that
would make me stop
hurting inside....
to be held safe in
someone's arms and know
they are someone i can
trust...
to be love and to know
that it's safe to give love in
return...
to stop eating and not start
again until i was skinny as a
rake....
to hear some say 'yes, i
know exactly what you are
going through' and
to know they are talking to
ME....
to wake up one morning
and just be like everyone
else...
or to just not wake up one
morning at all....
What i want is different from what everyone else wants
© 2004 - 2024 immortalangel
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No, no, it's not different from what everyone else wants. There are many people who want a fate like this. I happen to be one. You've no idea how much I thought about going out and getting drunk somehow just because something I really had put my heart into didn't work out. I've cut myself before...etc. I think I'll stop there. I connect with you. 