Life....

This pain is so much
i cant take it anymore
i wanna know what's ahead
before i run through that door

people seem not to care
my life is becoming a mess
i dont know what to do
my only option's death

i wanna take the knife
jam it in my skin
watch the blood rush to the floor
and feel my soul cave in

i dont think anyone can save me
eventhough i know you want to
the pain is o great
there's nothing left to do

if i do cut again
what might happen to me?
will i finally die or
will the world just see

that i'm a troubled teenager
who feels so helpless
who wants to chande so bad
but just get left in the dust.