Dainens 2nd poemNow that you're goneThe pain hurts a bunchI miss you so badI want you so muchMy life seems pointlessWith out youMy mind is runningAnd I don't know what to doI'm scared I'll never see you againThat then you'll be goneMy life will endLike an empty songI want you so muchI will die without youPlease come backI will make it up to youI will be a better girlfriendI will treat you rightI will never hurt you againI will be there all nightI miss you so muchI don't think I can say it enoughThis time apart will be hardIt's going to be very roughIf you love meHow can you let me go?How can you just let me walk away?Why does it have to be so?I know my home life isn't goodI've tried to make it betterBut it's like rain and no cloudsI'm not good with the weatherI can't sleep over thisI can't even eatI feel like total crapI feel like I'm beatI've lost a great part of meWhen you told me no moreI've cried so muchMy eyes are so soreI wanna be yours againBut I know yo
Saturday, November 27, 2004What's one more cut?Who's gonna know?If I don't tellAnd never showThe blade inches closerI can feel the rush already"Just one small cut"As I hold my hand steadyThe pain has stoppedNow the burn sets inMaybe one moreSo I can see it on my skinNow one cutTurned into twenty-twoThe burning hurts so badI don't know what to doI'm scared I'll dieBut the cuts aren't deepI'm mad at myselfNow I'll lose more sleepBut he still loves meAnd wants me to get betterHe'll be by my sideNo matter the weather.
Christine...Some days you make me angrySome days you make me galdYou've always been thereEspecially days when I'm sadThen there are daysI'm not as loving to youI wanna try harderJust tell me what to doI hope we'll be friends for a whileAt least 'till this year endsThen I hope for the bestWith all your new friends!
my life....A love torn apartBy parent who won't give in—As the lies are toldThe two lovebirds grow strongerLove will keep them togetherAs death approachesI will hold my head up high—To no be afraidFor God will take me with himTo a place of happinessAs a friendship buildsLove begins to grow as well—Life becomes betterEven with little fightsBut love will keep it stronger
me...again...Old and Winding RoadReleases all hated thoughts—Happiness to comeLonely heart and soulDisappearing as time goes—Scars that will not healBloody knife and wristDepression setting in fast—A loud cry for helpA warm and safe homeFilled with love and happiness—Where I can run too
Runaway...Graffiti decorationsUnder a sky of dustA constant wave of tensionOn top of broken trustThe lessons that you taught meI learn were never trueNow I find myself in question(They point the finger at me again)Guilty by association(You point the finger at me again)I wanna run awayNever say goodbyeI wanna know the truthInstead of wondering whyI wanna know the answersNo more liesI wanna shut the doorAnd open up my mindPaper bags and angry voicesUnder a sky of dustAnother wave of tensionHas more than filled me upAll my talk of taking actionThese words were never trueNow I find myself in question(They point the finger at me again)Guilty by association(You point the finger at me again)I wanna run awayNever say goodbyeI wanna know the truthInstead of wondering whyI wanna know the answersNo more liesI wanna shut the doorAnd open up my mindI'm gonna run away and never say goodbye(gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away gonna run away)I'm gonna run away and
Me......There's this girl I knowWho has a really big problemShe has some issues inside her headAnd needs someone to solve themShe thought she had itAll under controlHer body felt so warmBut her soul was so coldAs her problem began to expandIt became a big crisisFor she did some wrong actionsAnd started cutting her writsHer feeling of life were lostThrough the internal pain and sufferingThat she began to think of deathAnd her not good for anythingAnd someone came alongThat she thought she could trustShe told her everythingSo her life wouldn't turn to dustBut one day that trusting personDecided to step inShe knew it was wrongEven though it wasn't a sinNow the parents are madThey don't know what to doThey finally decided to get helpBut they don't know from whoThis girl is now upsetBecause of what she's doneThe pain is so heavyIt feels like a tonBut this girl is getting helpTo make everything all betterShe's a wonderful personDon't worry, I've met herThis girl i